i remembered wad korin said to me tht time n i tink it's very true.. n im thankful..

anw yesh im feeling uber stressed out (i have a pimple lo even though it's post-exam period) not only for dance but other random stuff (korin n grace pray for me tmr kkkk! i love u guys man!) hais. n i saw gigi torres dancing today at the studio. now i noe y winnie said the youtube vids dont do them justice. her dancing was DOPE! n she smiled at me haahaahaaaa!! hais i regret not going for the workshop man (n i noe grace regrets like crazy too). was whining to winnie n she was going like 'i told u so..' hais serves me right man! was telling her to make sure she knock sense into me when luam comes to spore! haahaahaaaa!

met up with wee n joce n i feel so happy for u girl (: haa it was nice sharing all the anglican high gossips (LOL)! nice catching up with them after so longgggg.. it's like we dont shop anymore but just spend the whole afternoon at starbucks yakking n yakking away, haa! n hopefully we can go overseas with the bfs next yr! so exciting!! triple date (:

oo n i just found out i cant fetch joe on fri cos ive prac. im so dead seriously. maybe i'll ask carol if i can leave prac for a while but it's like crucial la. maybe i can cab to n fro but ARGHHH the money tht i'll spend! n OMG i cant go for annabelly's party cos of dance prac also. ): for me i believe there's more to life than dance but i mean sometimes it's not within my control n u noe prac timings n stuff.. haiss

feeling dam pek cek n helpless now cos i wanna give my best but i just cant for dunno wad reasons n my best is also not enough. felt better talking to winnie just now cos after like 1 hr plus of talking i was finally frank to her, frank to myself, n told her my deep inner 'secret'. haa! watever laa.. there was no conclusion ultimately but we just have to cope with it..

i was so upset i couldnt spend more time with my dearest bbc today at vilage ): but m looking forward to xmas party at my place!!! wheeeeeee* korin the slip of paper with person im supposed to buy present for written on it with u right? so exciting!!!! im sure my house will be in a messs after the party u guys better clean up man!

hopefully this yr's guides xmas party will come true. n theres a mbs one issits? oo, another one on 28th n one with sweets on the eve (: i love xmas!!!!

on a sidenote: talking with winnie can also be depressing cos it seems like the whole world is gay ): not tht im against or wad is just tht there's less straight guys for the girls.

n willie jiayoujiayou k!!! hopefully windsurfing will be uber smooth for u tmr with the wind and luck at ur side (: HUGS

oo n salehahahahahaaa!! i wan photos for cher's party k? the theme was 'ugly is beautiful' n sweets n me wore matching pyjamas n showercap la! the others in the party was dam ugly also la! k shall go studdyyyy no time ):